You are so easy to believe in,

when you are everything I want.

So tell me a thousand promises you don’t intend to keep

and I’ll keep hanging on to every word you say. 

Pretty words from a pretty mouth

are always more convincing. 

Dip the lies in honey

or cover them in chocolate,

either way you’ll say them smoothly

and I’ll take them down easy.

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If you play your cards right

I’ll play your fool,

for I know longer know if I’m acting.

Just keep stringing me along,

because you know I’ll wait for something

that I know will never come. 

Denial is my greatest friend

and Loneliness is my oldest companion;

they keep me company with the Sun,

while I wait for you to return with the Moon. 

Who are we to think we are equal to God?

We are not but fleeting pretenders on an Earthy throne. 

Shall we try and challenge this

by placing a crown on our own heads?

For who gave us the right to choose who lives 

or who dies?

We choose who walks free

and who is barred in a cell or mind.

We take away someone’s freedom and rights,

but wish to keep our own. 

Who are we to say who gets to live in peace

and who must suffer from the effects of War? 

So remember when you try and take up His scepter

You may be playing the fool

Instead of playing God.  

In every crowd I still look for you face,

even though you have long since left this place. 

Only I remain here

with the memories that are now mine alone to bare.

I take all the blame,

but know if I could go back I wouldn’t do it the same.

I would make us everything we could have been…should have been.

Baby can’t we just start again? 

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This isn’t how it was suppose to be,

but I guess I am the one who set you free.

We were just foolish kids playing a dangerous game

with a young love we thought we could tame. 

I’d give anything to feel that passion again

with a love so strong it tasted of sin. 

Do you ever think of those days

when we thought we were invincible and in each other’s arms we’d always stay.

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Now you’re only in my mind and in my heart

and it feels like we’ll forever be apart.

No it wasn’t suppose to end this way,

but I know there’s no turning back for your mind I cannot sway;

you’ve chosen your path and you’ve gone away.

I had no words that would make you stay.

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Do you ever think of me up there in the city?

Ever look out into all those people and have someone remind you of me?

Or I have I merely become just another face in the crowed,

no more significant than a passing cloud?

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Guess only time will tell

I’ll just keep tossing my pennies at the wishing well.

I’ll keep my fingers crossed

and pray that not all hope is lost. 

When reading a book to my students today I had to stop and stare at it for a good three minutes. It said that we need to help clean up the ghettos to make our world a better place. I laughed, I mean is that even politically correct? Oh children’s books. 

Today I was told I have an attitude problem. But I don’t have an attitude problem I have a tolerance problem- I don’t tolerate stupidity and that person sure was stupid. :)

HARRY POTTER TONIGHT!!!!!! Wow I can’t believe we’ve finally reached the last movie. I was sad when the books were finished, but knew I still had the movies to look forward to. I never cry, but it just might happen tonight -__- I’ve been obsessed with Harry Potter for eleven years now, that is almost my entire life so now what? Keep obsessing that’s what! Harry isn’t called the boy who lived for nothing ;)

Baby I need you to show me there’s something worth fighting for,

Because I feel your heart heading for the door.

Don’t walk away, don’t walk away.

Is there anything I can do to make you stay?

I keep reaching for you, but you feel so distant. 

When I try to pull you close, god, you feel so resistant.

Did I do something wrong

or was your love just not that strong?

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How can you guarantee forever when you can’t even promise the present?

Does it all count for nothing, all the memories and the time spent?

I guess we just let it all fade

Since in the end it was only my heart who paid. 

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Goodbye goodbye,

you leave without even a protesting sigh.

So long so long,

guess in the end with you I didn’t belong.

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I guess I was just a silly girl playing pretend

thinking this happy would end. 

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I wish you the best,

I hope you get everything and nothing less.

I’m just going to follow random ass people on here because I’m bored and there is nothing to entertain me on my dashboard